SORRY NO INTERNET YET :p !!!!

[anzealbis]

Sorry to everyone who commented on my journal recently, or e-mailed me. Even though my computer is up and running, having internet, is not yet. I am at Jax's right now. So that is why I didn't reply or answer or call if the case came to it. I didn't read anything until today, and I still haven't checked my e-mail. So I am sorry if you thought that

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[burningdamned]

i'm sorry...

[burningdamned]

grrrrrrrrrr
grrrrrrrrrr
grrrrrrrrrr

FUCK! ASS!

[burningdamned]

why did it have to be this way?

[burningdamned]

ah, how things can change. or is it jsut the lies we tell ourselves and others? the sad part is i actually belived you, once. but all that is gone now. i seem to rember something along the lines of you saying that you were no longer with paul and it would never happen again. guess you proved yourself wrong there sweetheart. i wonder why he really made that offer. was it so you would not feel guilty? how many other offers did you get? and why did i ever trust you? why did i ever give myself to you? oh, i want my ring back. you don't desreve it. you never did.
you never loved me did you? nope. figured as much. used me just like everyone else. well, i hope you enjoy your little shithole of self pity and indulgence and lies. and the forst cut is not the deepest. not at all. MY cut is the deepest. good bye and fuck off!

[anzealbis]

I am sorry that you feel the way you do about me. I really am. I never lied to you. I told you the truth in fact, and I really meant it when I said that I was sorry and I made a mistake. And despite anything I ever do about that, you will never forgive me, so that is out of my hands. I never lied to you about how I felt about you. I never used you. I don't understand your whole Paul comment but thanks anyway. I am not with anyone, But that isn't really anybody's business anyway. IF you actually want to try to talk to me, do it in person, and alone please. I will if you want, even if its just for you to yell at me until you feel better. I will sit there and listen to everything you have to say to me about me. Its really fine. Its your choice though. You know where I am. I leave the 2nd if you want to talk to me before I leave.

[burningdamned]

and how the fuck can i be wrong about Paul when your own sister said that you are going to marry him? FUCK YOU!

[itsmetbone]

Jeez man? Whatever happened to the best part of chivalry?

[burningdamned]

you do not want to know. she killed it. that is all you ever need to know.

and i still meant what i said you lying-grrrrr...