wow its been a long time since ive posted. My hands arent sweaty, but my feet are. and my room mate is still Italian....and dips. Hes proud of it and its a gross habit. Oh yeah, Some people suck.

I WAS JUST ABLE TO HOLD MY FOOT UP FOR A SPLIT SECOND

Another hurtle jumped. jogging. Hockey here i come ( Read more... )

Yeah, life is good. Friends are good, family is good. about fucking time. it needs to snow so i can find out if i can snowboard again. i have a job starting sunday, but i dont think im going to do it the owner hasnt really told me anything, i havnt met the owner, he didnt give me an interview. so yeah i dont think im going to do it.

wow what a fucking week it has been. Sunday was an absolute fucking hell, i dont want to get into it all that much, but my medications stopped working and ive been acting way fucked up for a while and i wanted help so i went to the psych ward at providence and i dont really feel like they even gave a rats ass about me. I've been so stressed out ( Read more... )

Sometimes i wish i had more self confidence in myself. Sometimes i wish some one of the opposite sex would love me the way i loved her. Sometimes i wish it never happened. Sometimes i wish i never had a heart to break.

god i want to play in a band again, i miss cody and greg and fucking around in willow. I want it back.

well I'm in college right now. I have three room mates. There is Gabe, and he is kind of wierd he hasnt really ever come out of his room, and when he is in his room the door is closed, and when he is at classes or out of the dorm its open. but whatever. then there is mike, he is a huge gamer nerd. Every night when i go to sleep, he is playing ( Read more... )

take my hand up lift my spirit and drop it down the drain ( Read more... )

its three in the morning i was helping tanya detail her car and it was so dusty in there that i think i have a sinus infection...but thats kind of given cuz i have crazy dust and cat alergies. But i did something bad about two weeks ago. I dont want to say but it has to do with depression and sadness( i went off my meds for a week or three) and i ( Read more... )