I left to get away from these bad days.

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How time passes, how we interpret it, how we invest in it, and how it is given to us unconditionally ( Read more... )

It's ruins my day looking through old pictures. I don't like it. It reminds me of the things I dreamed to accomplish and every one of them was a failure. But what has been crossing my mind from time to time the last few weeks is that I escaped my self-torment in Arizona. I dreamed of leaving, and I did. It took a lot longer than I wanted it to, but ( Read more... )

I just realized this guy is Tucson in a nutshell. I need to find another place to live.

Simply put, I shouldn't be me.

I'm not allowed to know anything ( Read more... )

I found enlightenment once when I was lungs deep, stewing in filth. I saw the fork, I made a decision, and I made it count. Here I am, breathing.

I will soon understand how little I know about anyone.

I was listening to a conversation tonight about how my neighbor came to a revelation while under the influences of LSD when she was younger. Ever since then she believes touch is the fundamental catalyst for all healing. We survive because of our core desire for human contact.

I've always considered skin to be a favorite body part, and I always make ( Read more... )