Brandon called just now, talking about suicide. I told him to either get his life on track or just slit his goddamned drug-addict wrists. Going to Unemployment tomorrow morning, and giving Christine back her Photoshop disk and the Malice Mizer CD I burned for her. (sorry it took so long, I've been waking up at 10 and going to work from 10:30 till ( Read more... )

I did something funny at work today. I remember thinking "I positively have to put this in my journal!" and I don't remember it. It's like I'm losing facts. One second, I'm totally coherent, the next... I'm falling into an abyss of nothingness. Not even darkness can follow there. I'm losing pieces of myself, little by little ( Read more... )

"We're all mad here ( Read more... )

It's that time of year again. Weather is getting warmer. Hemlines... shorter ( Read more... )

For all we really know... God could be a cell phone with a vengeful streak. Or a Coke can that never biodegraded- on a higher plane. I wouldn't like to be an alien if there wasn't any Coke ( Read more... )

...Is it creepy that everything I own smells like cloves and cinnamon under all the stench of menthol cigarettes?

A disorder characterized by eccentric behaviour and anomalies of thinking and affect which resemble those seen in schizophrenia, thought no definite and characteristic schizophrenic anomalies have occurred at any stage. There is no dominant or typical disturbance, but any of the following may be present ( Read more... )

Friday night: I sit on my couch, cat in lap, dog at feet, and spider nestled in my hair, munching on popcorn. An entire bag, to be exact. Okay, two. Don't judge me ( Read more... )

Holy shit it's been a long time since I've written on here....

I usually use my xanga more. Does anyone even read this thing, or should I refrain from posting on here?

"When a woman tells a man 'jump' he needs to ask how high. One time I sent him to get me a Snickers candy bar and he came back with a Butterfinger, I done threw two pieces of fried chicken at him. And you know what? He had the audacity to catch them!"