black people will die first, i mean the true african ones, cos they can't control aids or prostitution, plus all the starvation factors.
and i think your theory is flawed. People are a certain way, but they have an image of themselves that they constantly change, usually when they change their friends and surroundings, its the way you want to be, i mean, there ARE people who are fake, completely, i mean the 'scenes' prove that, but we are all a product of our influences.
i am not the same person i was last year or six months ago, i mean im still mike artress, but the mike of january 2005, its a little thing called growing up, and we all do it our whole lives, the fakeness happens when people dont grow up.
People have certain core characteristics that make them individuals (or clones. whichever.) I'm being bothered with people who attempt to alter their makeup. That's like saying you can make salt from 2 Hydrogen atoms and 1 Oxygen instead of 1 Sodium and 1 Chlorine or whatever. Yeah, people change when they hang around a different group, but their characteristics/mannerisms/way of doing things won't change no matter how hard they try. Yes, I'm also bothered by people who can't seem to grow up and out of the stage of changing ever 5 minutes into a different "them." I don't think being fake is just about not growing up; however, growing up does have a lot to do with becoming real. Someone asked me the other day who the fuck I was, and yeah, I might not be someone or anyone, but at least I stay constant with my perpetual state of distress and confusion.
i was just tryin to change your mind cos you arent thinkin very nice things :) I mean, everyone is an idiot in their own way yknow, i guess you can just accept the fact or constantly discard everyone who you think falls short of perfect. That just seems like a rediculous amount of work
Cmon Jammie. I went to Twingo's without you because you were 500 miles away and those certificates were about to expire. Expire!
Yeah, I know, it's really terrible. I guess that makes me even more of an asshole. I guess I don't really care, though. I'm just trying to justify my opinion based on what some famous schooled philosopher said about people hundreds of years ago, the same thing is happening in my life. It just recurs throughout history; people putting on a facade because they think that's what they're supposed to do to get across a certain image or to make people think they are a certain way, failing to have the feelings behind their looks and the persona they put forth. It's less about me feeling like something was taken from me--though that plays a role--and more about what I just said.
You won't even get this comment, probably. Anyways, Jammie, I love you (it's lame online, yeah yeah) and I'll talk with you soon, I hope.
i got the comment. i've been able to check my e-amil and stuff pretty often. mason has been working late, and so i've been coming to the education center to use the computers. anyhow... i'll see you in february sometime when mason and i are up there. and i love you too.
a little late, but sureonlylouiseJanuary 28 2005, 11:31:20 UTC
You're beautiful, by the way. I feel bad, 'cos that's all I seem to tell you anymore. Never anything hip like, "Fuckin' right! Death to posers!" or intellectual like, "Oh, I agree, most definitely. Blah-dee-blah"... Just, "Hey, you're [beautiful/cool/smart/insert appropriate word here]."
Re: a little late, but sureapathiqueJanuary 30 2005, 11:16:09 UTC
You aren't lame at all, just a little wild. And crazy. (PS: Now that my new semester of school will be commencing, I will have ample time to, you know, "chill.")
as much as it sounds kiss ass to say i know how it feels to not have a "best friend" exactally. i've just went through life having clusters of people i would hang out with over the past like 6 or 7 years. never can i actually rememeber having a friend who i would always call or hang out with without feeling like the 3rd wheel. still to this day i can't get out of it. and its always been like i needed multiple people to be with or i would be wasting there time, and i can't seem to look back at times and say those were good at all becuase i was just the loser in the backround. i never thought i would just not have like a winning personality that would repel people from me becuase i used to have a best friend years ago when i lived in a different city and that was great. i think maybe its how i feel about myself and my self image, i can't stand my name and i'm probably going to change it to my middle name thomas soon and it will make me feel better about my self. but to some it up that was really good and interesting becuase alot of
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and i think your theory is flawed. People are a certain way, but they have an image of themselves that they constantly change, usually when they change their friends and surroundings, its the way you want to be, i mean, there ARE people who are fake, completely, i mean the 'scenes' prove that, but we are all a product of our influences.
i am not the same person i was last year or six months ago, i mean im still mike artress, but the mike of january 2005, its a little thing called growing up, and we all do it our whole lives, the fakeness happens when people dont grow up.
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People have certain core characteristics that make them individuals (or clones. whichever.) I'm being bothered with people who attempt to alter their makeup. That's like saying you can make salt from 2 Hydrogen atoms and 1 Oxygen instead of 1 Sodium and 1 Chlorine or whatever. Yeah, people change when they hang around a different group, but their characteristics/mannerisms/way of doing things won't change no matter how hard they try. Yes, I'm also bothered by people who can't seem to grow up and out of the stage of changing ever 5 minutes into a different "them." I don't think being fake is just about not growing up; however, growing up does have a lot to do with becoming real. Someone asked me the other day who the fuck I was, and yeah, I might not be someone or anyone, but at least I stay constant with my perpetual state of distress and confusion.
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Yeah, I know, it's really terrible. I guess that makes me even more of an asshole. I guess I don't really care, though. I'm just trying to justify my opinion based on what some famous schooled philosopher said about people hundreds of years ago, the same thing is happening in my life. It just recurs throughout history; people putting on a facade because they think that's what they're supposed to do to get across a certain image or to make people think they are a certain way, failing to have the feelings behind their looks and the persona they put forth. It's less about me feeling like something was taken from me--though that plays a role--and more about what I just said.
You won't even get this comment, probably. Anyways, Jammie, I love you (it's lame online, yeah yeah) and I'll talk with you soon, I hope.
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anyhow... i'll see you in february sometime when mason and i are up there. and i love you too.
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Yea. I'm lame.
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(PS: Now that my new semester of school will be commencing, I will have ample time to, you know, "chill.")
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