I met this girl and she's beautiful. I like kissing her whenever I get the chance ( Read more... )

Reading about some of the world's poverty issues has made me really hate myself.

I have a lots of food, lots of access to food, but I don't want.

Somewhere, a girl just like me is my ideal goal weight, but wants to eat.

It's fucked up. Oh so fucked up.

-M

I weighed in at 118.5 this morning. High, but a big progress from 121. *sigh*

I so want to be back at 105. Desperately. I feel so fucking fat.

Oy.

-M

I'm so very stoned right now.

I've been stoned all day.

It's a lovely feeling.

I weighed in this morning at 121.

121.

1 FUCKING 21.

I'm fat fat fat fat fat fat.

What's happenening to me?

-M

I've been getting fatter. I have a tire around my waist ( Read more... )

School starts tomorrow. Yay!

There's a Y right down the street. YAY!

This means that I can work out everyday after classes. Muahahaha.

Bloop.

My hair still hasn't dried yet. *sigh*

Borrrrinng.

-M.

I'm a fat whore.

That's all.

-M.

Diurex is killing me I think, lol.

It's super hot hotside - very muggy.

I can't wait until school starts - I'm about to go insane.

*sigh*

I'm still stuck at 117. I just...ugh!

I'm so frustrated with myself...

I don't even have the energy to type.

-M.

Yesterday was pretty good ( Read more... )

Today is pay day and I am going to go get some NV.

My current weight is probably between 116-118. My scale broke.

Well fuck.

I haven't quit smoking yet, muahaha.

I'm going to go join a gym this weekend as well.

I have to get down to a size 2.

I wear a fuckin size 4.

FAT ASS.

I'm going insane.

-M.