So I got my christmas money - going to load up on diet pills and what not, then spend the rest on getting my ears stretched ( Read more... )

My boyfriend said that I need to lighten up a little, eat more, drink more non-diet stuff blah blah fuckity blah and I stopped listening after that ( Read more... )

I NEED DRUUGGGSSSS.

Stellar Spark III: New Year's Eve at The Rave/Eagles Ballroom.

HELL YES.

100 pounds or bust.

-Monika

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The time for all Americans to stuff their fat asses with more grease, animal flesh and uncalled for sugar filled desserts ( Read more... )

I'm back at 115. I gained 10 pounds in two weeks. What the fuck.

-Monika

P.S. I hope my boyfriend pisses me off more. He makes me want to starve to death.

Boyfriend: "Ooo, Jessica Alba is my woman ( Read more... )

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Sick but I can't throw up. I think it's all just stress. I haven't weighed myself in days. I don't want to. I feel like dying ( Read more... )

I have this crazy idea. If I eat one banana in the morning, and one banana at night, I will feel full. Bananas are very filling right? And I notice that if I eat one very slowly, I get really full and I feel as if I have eaten a full course meal or something. I know bananas are high in cals, but if I onlye at two a day, I'll only be taking in about ( Read more... )