just updating to let you know i killed this journal... it's dead.. no more ( Read more... )

blog cancelled

happy valentine's day ( Read more... )

it is so hard to concentrate on my work. all these great romantic movies are on this weekend (valentine's and all being tom.) and he're so "aw" and ":tear:" and i just want to wrap up in my comfy sweater under the covers with a nice mug of hot tea and just watch all of them all day, esp. since it's all rainy out. it's a perfect vegging out day as ( Read more... )

thought it was good.. moving on from and all that junk but guess not. and i'll prob. forgive and try to forget b/c i'm stupid like that but oh well. i wish my grandmom was here... i think that has abig part of my "blahness" lately and of course school and some friend-troubles haven't really been helping either... oh well. things will get better ( Read more... )

last entry is friends only... get in or i suppose it sucks for you

i think i know why i've been so miserable and still am... i'm getting sick.. yet again.

dammit

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but yeah.. i think that is the reason.. at least i hope the reason. having a fever and the chills and a headache i can deal with... being miserable for no reason and not finding anyway to make it better, i can't.

If you read this,

even if i don't speak to you often,

you must post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,

just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...i'm sick of being sad and mopey and angry... this is not me. this is not who i want to be. this.. sucks ( Read more... )

"As Valentine's Day approaches, I, along with most every single in the world feels an ever-growing dread rise within themselves. Maybe it hasn't sunken in yet or maybe I just haven't let it, but, I'm not that upset. I'm not suicidal or even worse, homicidal; I'm mellow. Yeah, I'm single for Valentine's Day, yet again, and I should be crying ( Read more... )

my mood has nothing to do with v-day... i've figured that out at least ( Read more... )