"You said you'd love me always -- truly -- I must have changed."

[apcrose]

I read recently about the term "zero point."  Zero point is, loosely defined, the exact second that a tragedy occurs, that single moment of loss that devastates your plans and completely wipes out your future, that point of no return that starts the ball rolling towards eventual destruction.

I'm there.

Men can be strange beasts.  I know this, but am

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[apcrose]

To hell with the computer. I don't have the money for it. It's on the back burner anyway. More important things: place to stay, car to drive, forgiveness.

This break-up was just so... inconvenient. I should have waited to bring it up. I always do this to myself. I wait until the worst possible moment and then I'm like, "WELL EVERYTHING ELSE IS GONE SO I GUESS I'LL SALVAGE MY PRIDE!" and it only makes everything shittier. Oh well. I'll regain my footing eventually.