Honestly, why do you insist on doing this to me. You get me so angry sometimes that I become senile and about ready to do something stupid. Yes I'm fine on the outside and can go about my life, but also yes, it's the fingernail across the fucking chalkboard ( Read more... )

I hate that picture....

Everythings going ehh right now ( Read more... )

Mom finally caught me. She knows everything I've been doing and saying and feeling has been an act. She knows I'm not as happy as I've led on to be and she's trying to get in under my skin and rip out whatever is making me feel this way.

Too bad she can't.

Time to help myself. Let's fix this once and for all.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ( Read more... )

if you want it so bad, theres nothing holding you back but yourself, I'm not stopping you, no one is but yourself ( Read more... )

She's gone and all I can do is sit here and look all over my apartment and see just about everything that reminds me of her ( Read more... )

I have a sneaking suspicion everything is going to go back the way it was...

It's not cool.

A vicious cycle.

I hope it doesn't I just have a feeling it will.

The weirdest thing happened to me today. I don't understand why or how it happened but it did, and I was in shock. Katelyn is going on a trip to Florida today, but almost didn't ( Read more... )

I totally believe I'm being used to make her feel better when her friends shit on her. Then when she feels better she runs off with them and I'm sure she'll be shit on once again.

Have you ever heard of the phrase "Once Bitten, Twice Shy" ? Well The Legend has not. Whatever.