Picture this.

One day I may wake up and find that the feeling is gone. Then you will start to hustle to get it back. Work like hell at making additional magic right from the start. You try hard to remember how to do it, to improve chances of making the love stay ( Read more... )

Ya allah, I know I haven't been a good person ever but I've been trying. I prayed and asked for the path... and you showed me what I was supposed to do. I am forever grateful to you for the strength and courage given to move on in life. Thank you for giving me someone to love and love me back ( Read more... )

" ... Barangsiapa ( Read more... )

Ya allah :,(

Where are you Mummmmmyyyy??????!!!!!

Why hello there!!

Plenty has happened lately. I do not know where to begin...
Dad's back from Mecca. Syukur alhamdulilah.
I've put on weight.... LOTS! Stress I makan. HOW?

2012 I will be going to Republic Poly... and
INSYALLAH JUNE 2011 I'll be taking up a degree at UNISIM. (Haven't decide on whether I should agree to the sponsorship)
Alhamdulilah. ( Read more... )

Not sure where to head to now...

Work my way up? The Principal route?

Should I?

I get lazy when I think of the responsibilities! The kindergarten, the kids, the parents, the lessons, the projects, the authorities! Alamak....... but then... the pay is... GOOD! 

It's the time of the month again!! Portfolio.. assessing every child's strength and weaknesses through observations and work samples! 19 rugrats and I've about 6 areas to look into, one from each term, henceforth, that would equate to 6 times 2 equals 12 for every kid! In order not to burn out, I need to start working on it.. in fact I already did ( Read more... )

As the day draws closer and closer...... I am beginning to think whether I am doing this right...

Solat istihara is the answer.

May allah lead me to the right answer. 

I'm at my stress moment.

I know I'm digging my own grave if I were to agree upon it.

I just want to be alone for now.

I want a change in my life.

I want happiness.

Something that MONEY can't buy.

That's what I couldn't have now..... and I'm desperate for that.

:,(

 Sabar je!!!