things change. god fucking damn, do things change ( Read more... )

i lost 23 pounds in 1 year from being gluttonous and lazy.

right now i am wearing some cool shortie shorts from high school. they were autographed by kenny vasoli of the starting line.

it makes me terribly sad for myself ( Read more... )

October 20, 2002 - If this is only a dream, don't ever wake me up.

fuck everything.

sometimes i just feel like a ratty old piece of shit that no one really wants to deal with. boo fucking hoo.

let it go . . . the damage in your heart.

i bought xiuxiu tickets only to realize that it is on the same night as the blood brothers. blahblahblahblahblah. where do my priorities lie? who wants xiuxiu tickets?

i think ive lost interest in sleeping. i prefer to sleep only out of dire necessity, and when i do, its not typically for more than 1-3 hours at a time. but many times when that dire necessity to sleep sneaks up on me, i find myself in a time and place of inconvenience. and so sleeping will still fail to ensue. i hope im still healthy. ( Read more... )

my last semester of college will be a semester of intended creative and artistic fluorishment that is ineveitably marred by apathy anxiety and overall insanity. kind of like my whole life, no? i predict a disaster.