my life is happy.

my life is good.

my life is happy.

my life is good.

i am very sad stressed sad stressed...fuck.

where are the video games.

where are the drugs.

a full semester of religiously skipping class and fully wasting that $200+ investment in books finally starts to come to a close ( Read more... )

i made a new acronym to internet lingo which i will now proceed to overuse..fts...for FUCK This Shittttttttt.

it was in the march of the winter i turned seventeen that i bought those pills i thought i would need and I wrote a letter to my family, said its not your fault and youve been good to me. just lately ive been feeling like i dont belong, like the grounds not mine to walk upon. and ive heard that music echo through the house where my grandmother ( Read more... )

im so so so so so so so lucky. feelings that i used to only dream of ever feeling so much that i swore they were completely impossible in reality . . . are so fucking REAL now. and not for anyone else, but for ME. what the fuck.

keli says if he really knows me (and he thinks he does), then im attracted to people more depressive than myself....well FUCK!

i mean seriously...fuck...FUCK...FUUUUUCK!

this feels amazing. what did i do to deserve it?

kiss me deadly - lita ford ( Read more... )

what am i doing with my life.