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so tomorrow i'm going to the doctor's to make myself better. i'm scared but i need this, i've needed it for seven years now. I just know i can't keep doing this; trying to make everything better all by myself when it only makes me more bitter and hardened.

There's this profound urge in me to run away. Far from the reaches of everyone i know's hands. I want to be where no one has come into contact with me or has heard of me. Any place across the ocean where absolutely everyone is a stranger. I want to be a stranger. I keep wishing i could completely delete some people from my life like deleting an old ( Read more... )

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