Quick Recovery

[aphistanaibios]

Just to let you know...I'm NOT better. I don't feel good. As my wounds and bruises heal, I feel a sense of sadness. Longing to keep this here. As if I'll forget if not physically reminded of what happened. My baby doesn't deserve to be forgotten. I'm holding on to the last vestiges of pregnancy. They didn't even have enough time to grow a heart.

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[btani]

I lost a baby, she was born after 8 ms pregnancy - they helicoptered her over to the NICU - and sent her for testing on an oxygen tank that was empty - she had small kidneys and her system basically started to shut down. It was like a nightmare - and I know what you mean - she was a person - and she mattered - and yes, your baby matters and will be remembered - but the memory will become easier to bare over time. Time is the only thing that really heals something like this.

[aphistanaibios]

I am so honored that you shared your story with me. In a way, I feel bad complaining about having lost a 6 week old when yours was so much farther along. But, they all matter. Thank you for telling me this.

[btani]

No - don't make comparisons - loss and pain are loss and pain. Yes there are variations of it - but that is not the point. I understand how you feel about your loss and that is what I wanted to let you know. My loss was many years ago, and with time I have healed quite a lot. You don't forget, but it becomes easier to remember without it tearing you up inside.

[malpractice]

*hugs*

[kristian_angel]

My baby is 6 weeks now and I know how much I love him (or her) already. I can completely understand why you don't want to let go just yet. *hugs*

[btani]

Happy Valentine's Day my friend : )