whoa. this is dead

fucking empty

well this picture's set, and it's set in stone. but what do i know? i'm not the one who's left to choose, it's just you. so right now i'm fine with or without your love. i'm sorry if i sound confusing. i just wish this was a little bit easier. i know that i'm alone, until she lets me go. so then i'll say i'm fine, so that you give me the time of ( Read more... )

And I close my eyes
To everything you've rearranged
And I close my mind
To everything you've kept the same
Put the axle on and roll again

Cannot keep you in my bed again
Wake up every time, leave your space again

but for those three months, why was it everything? not only to me but to you as well.
how can you spend all that time and share so much with someone and then BOOM outta nowhere
fighting, screaming, yelling, crying...

i just want things to stop moving so quickly

WHY CANT I STOP BEING SO SAD

IT MEANT NOTHING. NOTHING. THREE MONTHS OF NOTHING.

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two months of no entries.

i've been hanging out with tim for two months.
havent talked to sean in three almost four months.
i feel like im going insane, a little more every day.
i live in philly with pete. rent free.

i guess this is whats recent.


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 looks like everyones lives are WILD right now.

hang in there guys (mostly ladies), i'm going through crazy shit too.

be strong, i know you're all amazing

 rip rocky. i love you baby