" some girl hit on me, but i told her i have a girlfriend"
" well.. you technically do have a girlfriend"
" i told her my girlfriend works down at the the other booth in front of old navy"

:]

i love you<3

ill admit it here and no where else.

i love you.
i really do.
i hate that i had to cut the cuddle time short tonight. i should be there, not her.
i should have just been selfish.
i miss him the second i leave his car.

he brought me ice cream tonight <3 ( Read more... )

i know i should stop, but i cant help it. i tell him not going to text him, we have to talk just as friends, and then i get depressed. im in such a better mood when i get to see him, and on days that i dont im so freaking sad its retarded. everyone is telling him the same thing, even his damn mom. hes getting closer though, so i will give him that ( Read more... )

moonshine got put down today and of course i couldnt get out of work, worst christmas eve of my life. two of my favorite pets died with in not even a month of each other. i cant believe this.

bobby brought his dresser over like last week while i was away at work. ive been working so much lately its ridic. yesterday i worked ten hours and the day before i worked nine. today is my day off and i slept for twelve hours, god i needed it. the boy is currently out with his mom shopping. i have to wait till the thirty to get the rest of the ( Read more... )

i got a call at nine this morning, saying they are calling me in regards to my cat. i expected them to maybe have picked her up and calling me to come get her, but instead, i call them back, they transfer me to someone and i get the worst news i've ever heard. she got hit by a car, she's dead. i lost it. the lady even started to cry on the phone ( Read more... )

i got the job at the portrait studio! as soon as my background check turns green shes going to start my training, ill be getting paid 8 an hour, and im going to be working at piercing pagoda. in a week i should get my stratford stuff. and ill get to start that ( Read more... )

put my stuff for stradford in the mail this morning, im so excited, im going to do the payment plan! one step towards photography ( Read more... )

awful awful dream last night, i kept on waking up crying and then when id get back to sleep it would start where it left off. worst sleep ever. woke up insanely depressed, but the boy just held me and let me cry and made me feel so much better ( Read more... )

Janet is coming on friday to get Zelda and hang out with me ( Read more... )