erm*sob*

[apoc0]

Well operation nine lives was a failure, my dad took out the ignition fuse. So i went in a talked with him. Basically in his sight im a fuck up and a disappointment in so many words. I feel incredibly small at the moment, like i amount to nothing, and nothing i do is good enough for him. i could really use a psycopath at the moment, or someone to

Comments

[jarulz]

just 5 days you expressed how suicide is fuckin rediculous... wtf
move out of that shit hole, i'll help you find a home
you are much too old for this nonsense

[slag776]

shut up u fucking idiot, ur not gonan kill yourself, SUICIDE IS DUMB! just dont think about fucked up parents, just think about yourself and your friends and whatever makes u happy, that helped me. just dont worry bout what they say or what they doi, it means nothing. just come over and love me.

[jimmytkt]

dammit nate your like my best friend in the whole fucking world... and no scumbag father is gonna bring u down... u know ur a good kid, and dont let him use God as a front to make him out like someone better. he is in no way better then you.... he treats you like a piece of shit and u have to realize its not you its HIM! he is just a jealous son of a bitch because you work, and you are going to college which will give u a great career... when he couldnt finish high school. i hate to bash your dad, but im sorry he is a piece of SHIT. you need to move out. my mom already will said she'd take u in to get you on ur feet, cause we love u here nate. and NOBODY will make u feel bad, FUCKING NOBODY.

i know guys

[apoc0]

Thanks guys, i know suicide is dumb, and i'de be too afraid to do it unless i rammed my car into something, but other than that it wont happen. thanks for the love.

[jamesbrea]

Nate, fuck that dude, he doesn't know how fuckin important you are. Just like you were there for me I'm here for you, move out get away from that bitch before he changes you into a scumbag like him. I love you...I mean that.