just lettin everyone know im still alive..........and emotional fuckin wreck.....but alive
none-the-less....

well today i cleaned my room and vacuumed it , and the upstairs hallway. couldnt do steves room cause it was a mess...and fuck the double d's. i almost found out that vacuuming stairs is damn near impossible....but i got it done..BOOYAH! haha because god loves me i made out this month and will be getting a good check...nice...however work is ( Read more... )

holy crap i slept 14 hours today......i think thats the longest i have slept in like 2 years....anyway, decided to update since i never do. recently saw Big Fish by Tim Burton, excellent movie, very well done and the characters were awesome. i have also been watching the escaflowne series on dvd, good stuff so far. an anime place opened up not ( Read more... )

well i had a really shitty night last night, learned a lot of stupid shit that made me really sad. and today didnt bring any better news either. gah......i just feel like going somewhere else and leaving everything....i have nothing......and what i might have had always slips away......

haha i only have like 5 or 6 updates for all of 2003....funny. well i completed 2 out of my three goals from last year, stayin clean and also gettin out on my own. unfortunately im still not in school or making good money...funny how that is the most important right now. anwyay we'll see what this year holds for me ( Read more... )

well life has been shit for the past week. everything is going wrong.......i have been trying to help my mom out for the past month and that blew up in my face like a fukin guerilla placed landmine. so now i guess shes with my grandparents....?FANTASTIC . so then the double d's join forces and hate me now and wanna try and get me kicked out.... ( Read more... )

well i got to see some family i havent seen in awhile on thanksgiving, that was cool. got some good food. saw vegeta and jamaral , back from the navy for awhile.....losers. hung out and had a good time for 2 days, and the best part....i didnt have to work...wheew. unforutnately i almost died twice on i-4 to and from PC....i fucking HATE idiots ( Read more... )

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!

i am no longer a teenager....weird...

well i really dont ever update anymore. but i decided to do it since i have a little free time right now ( Read more... )

well first update in like a year, im now living in orlando with a bunch of weirds....its ok thought because they r the good kind of weirds..?..anyway i got a badass car now wich is being tweaked and repaired as we speak, and im having good times so far in o-town other than my crappy job right now at a lil place i like to call hell, wich others ( Read more... )