Why me?

I've dropped into a state of depression. Not big but its bringing me down. I've decided I wont even mention my idiocy of a crush to her. She's too good for me and always will be. She deserves someone better looking and all that shit. So yeah... Thats my sad entry, like it or not. I have no self esteem. Im gonna go jump off a cliff now. Good day.

Haha this old man in a buick le saber raced me, needless to say my 6 cylinders of pure energy blazed past him and he shit in his diaper. So i got to thinking last night and wrote this ( Read more... )

I have strong feelings for a certain someone. To be honest i've had them for quite some time. I told em a long time ago. I doubt they remember. And i doubt they feel the same way. In fact they didnt when i told em before. But im not so sure now. However i feel if i told em again would our friendship slide? If it will and they still dont then i dont ( Read more... )

Operation: Rescue Ranger is underway...

Well operation nine lives was a failure, my dad took out the ignition fuse. So i went in a talked with him. Basically in his sight im a fuck up and a disappointment in so many words. I feel incredibly small at the moment, like i amount to nothing, and nothing i do is good enough for him. i could really use a psycopath at the moment, or someone to ( Read more... )

My dad never fails to amaze me in his infamous idiocy. I slept at tony cuz i didnt go to school, hell, i couldnt go to school till i got my admition papers for this semester all signed, but i had forgot them at home. Well to my utter suprise my car is gone! WTF!!!!!!!!!!! Well im about 99.99999999% sure my dad took it in an attempt to teach me a ( Read more... )

My entry before last....FUCK NOT DRINKING, IM GONNA DRINK MY LIFE AWAY AND SMOKE MY BRAIN TO SHIT. FUCK THAt.

I've gotta get outta my house i cant stand it anymore, this is killing me. My dad is the most closeminded asshole in the world. We just had another "talk" basically his talks are "your worthless around the house, dont paint your fingernails, get a better job, dont miss class." Its a one sided conversation basically saying "do what i want". This is ( Read more... )

What a night, I had to kick out a group of kids, and a group of kids aimee kicked out before i got there broke a bottle and peeled out. They're lucky i wasnt there at the time. Besides that the night was goin smooth, i had half a bottle of vodka, 2 pint and a half of smirnoff ices(the big bottles) and a pint and a half of corona, plus quite a bit ( Read more... )