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Recent thoughts
In the end will it matter?
Will it justify the means?
Are there any?
And is there a meaning to it all?
There is No Polite Way to start a conversation with someone with the Only Intention being to get to know themA strange numbness took hold of me twice last night ( Read more... ) -
You Know..
You Know who You Are..
Yes You! the one out there, reading this...
We both know who You are......
*sigh*
You know sometimes folks
I'd like to just..
--BREAK--
the rules for once
Ya know?
Not give a shit about consequences or what'll follow afterwards
To just...DO something
or someone.....
God..how I'd love to kiss and lick up and ( Read more... ) -
Writing
I wish nothing but ill fate
To those who have and will
Waste my time
And attempt to steal parts of my life
For I Deserve better
And will do everything in my power
To assure MY PLACE IN THE WORLD
AND MY LIFE HAS BOTH MEANING AND PURPOSE
ADMIST THIS WASTELAND CALLED LIFE
FILLED WITH CHEAP THRILLS AND GARBAGE FOR PEOPLE
NO, NOT ALL PEOPLE ARE BAD
BUT SO MANY ( Read more... ) -
Meh
Well it's x-mas eve and well, I don't know quite what to write about.
I'm not sure how this is going to play out...I hope we can make our friendship work :/
It was nice to be able to talk to Miriah again and not feel, well, stressed out.
Shes really been doing alot better and I'm glad about that.
I don't know though, however, if things would revert to ( Read more... ) -
Anger is fuel, must learn to harnece it
It is astounding to me, just how collected and balanced I am
As if a bowie, no matter how tipped I am I always fling straight up again
This is a quality Im aware of that very few people have
And looking at all that I am dealing with and have been dealt, I am honestly impressed with myself
Like I said before, this amazes me
But also terrifies
Just how ( Read more... ) -
Wow...I gotta fucking do something soon
I'm massively depressed
I knew I was depressed for awhile, but only recently did I fully realize I was in a rut and why as well
I know because the second somebody asked me the very question I gave this answer to, did I feel a cannon ball sink in my gut
When somebody asked me what I've been writing recently, it clicked in my head just as I gave the ( Read more... ) -
The Knight of Choice and the Blade of Effect
A being of magnificence descends upon me
I look up at the figure, eyes filled with tears
A hand comes down, caresses my face
So soft as if silk, but I see only a gauntlet
Armor shining brighter than any star
On my knees I can only stare at this paladin, this angel
Unsheathing a sword like I could never imagine
Silver light glistening from it, like a sun's ( Read more... ) -
The dark prophecy unfolds, upon the legend's tested soul
blackness everywhere
cryptic signs and symbols
dark secrets whispered
twisted thoughts engraved
unyielding sickness
lustful carnage
destructive waves
evil calls...
it's coming to an end soon....
I can feel it
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Slowly, and surely, I will be engulfed in flames
The darkness will spread
Everything will be lost
And I will be left alone, crying
Forever
I dont know what to say
or what to write about
anymore
So
in that case
I wont
