So its one year. One year with the boy that shook me to my core and changed everything I thought I had figured out ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is homeless.

I might as well update since Adderall wont let me sleep. I dont mind not sleeping all night, i just dont want to be tired all day tomorrow. However, lucky for me I have several druggies on my buddy list that are useful for problems such as this. I was told that even if I stay up all night it'll still feel like a full night's sleep. So I'm liking ( Read more... )

I love the fact that I am the only one in The Group that has the ability to masterbate. It gives me a sense of power.

I also love the fact that the only problem I'm currently encountering in my relationship is that I can't get my boyfriend to hit me hard enough.

I dont like sneaking out. It makes me nervous. Im no good at being a teenager anymore I suppose.

And I think tonight was the first night in my entire life that I've been the only sober one. And I actually liked it that way.

But I'm really scared that this means I'm growing up.

I'm going to start using this again ( Read more... )

I just cant take everything anymore ( Read more... )

I hate girls
and games and flirting.
its torture.
dont fuck with me
question it with someone else.

girls, what a joke.
what a joke to think id stop wanting them
just because im with a boy.

i spent my day off sitting in front of a mirror trying to blow smoke rings ( Read more... )

I miss the people I dont see anymore.
And you're reading this wondering,
'is she talking about me?'
Yes I am.
And you have no clue how crazy Im going
without you.