ok. so today was odd. yes it was. it was odd. i confessed something to chris that i never told anyone. and im glad. and i know hes the only person i could ever tell something like that. and it felt good. to be talking to him. to be trusting him. to be loving him. i miss him like bfewhjgfwfgjuGFJUgfl. COME THE FUCK HOME CHRIS ( Read more... )

heres one for you paul:
Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have?"

Bloody Tears
your have bloody teared eyes. You eyes have seen much pain, either your pain or a friends pain. You cry with them, and for them. They are someone that has been there for you, no matter the situation, and you hate to see that person get put down, or talked about. Your ( Read more... )

ok so i fucked things up with a good friend of mine. but i had to say something. i mean, ive been feeling this way for months. it had to come out. it was inevitable. i love her though. but ive lost myself ( Read more... )

dont play with me. my paper heart will bleed. I LOVE the all american rejects now! the new cd is so happy. it makes my heart smile ( Read more... )

why does love have to be soft and deep and gentle? why cant it be hard and rough and painful. why cant you slap me when you love me instead of hugging me? its still emotion. its just different ( Read more... )

hmm, my day so far ( Read more... )

allow me to pour my heart out ( Read more... )

yesterday was great. i went to the parade for the first time in 2 years with paul. it was hot. temperature wise that is ( Read more... )

i get to see my paul tomorrow :) its been a long three weeks but it was good for us ( Read more... )