Before I get in to this, I don't mean to make anyone feel guilty, or force anyone to do anything. I'm writing what I feel ( Read more... )

9. She's Gotta Be ( Read more... )

I'm a human being, I make mistakes. I sent a text message to the wrong person, and it has costed me everything that was special to me. All I want to do now is jump off a bridge, and it all. I tried to explain myself, and I get hung up on, GOOD BYE EVERYONE

The past 2 weeks have been hell for me in more ways than one. I've never felt so alone or abandoned in my entire life. I'm going to be honest, I haven't slept well since wednesday of last week, ssome nights I'm haunted by nightmares, and some nights I can't sleep at all. Its been as though bad things happen to me like dominos. After one bad ( Read more... )

Monday, yeah it was fun except for the whole fight thing on my walk home. I tried to talk to Martha about but it wasn't until some, 11:30 when I finally got a message from her. And she was dead tired, so we didn't talk much. Had a conversation with some Don character, needless to say, I wasn't to happy with what he had said to me, but I'm not ( Read more... )

All my life I have made mistakes, and each time I have the cost was more than I can afford. For about a week now I've felt as though I've made in something that I hold close to my heart, and sine the it happened I've been making more and more. The price that I am paying is severe, from loss of sleep to the bitter cold of lonliness. I know that I ( Read more... )

Darlin’ I can’t explain ( Read more... )

Well, alot has happened n the time that I've been home. Wednesday night, Martha and I slowed things up a bit, so now we're best friends. Work is still the same old sad story ( Read more... )

Well, today wasn't all that bad. Since I got my promotion I've been working more and more. I enjoy the hours I work, and the pay it brings me. But for some odd reason it feels as though something is missing ( Read more... )