Its been a while since my last entry, so tonight on this lonely of nights, I figured I could empty out some of my feelings into this entry ( Read more... )

Cause its all in my head ( Read more... )

Lets recap on the past few days ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since my last update, so I figured tonight is a good time. I've been working on the weekends at my job, which is good, it gives me the week to relax. Relax, funny how it turns out that the word doesn't seem to exist when my broher is around. It seems the only time I can relax is if I actually go on a real vacation. Which what I ( Read more... )

I haven't posted anything in a while, and figured I was due. I leave for Paris Island in ONE WEEK. I'll be there for about 12 weeks, and when I get home, I'll be a part of few people, an elite group... The Marines. I'm excited, anxious, and a little scared. But no one knows about that last part. I really don't know if I can make it. I believe ( Read more... )

I know that I did you wrong, and I'm sorry. I could say sorry a million times and it won't help. Fact is that I hurt you, and brought some one into the our lives. I was wrong for doing so. I know it will be a while, but I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I know that you're busy, and talking to you will be hard considoring ( Read more... )

Earlier I made I mistake that I trully regret. Its had me in tears since, and I wish to God I could go back and make all of this right. I'm going to be honest and say whats on my mind and heart. I haven't stopped loving her, and after the mistake that I have made. Makes it seem as though I've lost her for good. There is nothing that I can say ( Read more... )

Today was ok, in its own bizarre way. I go to pick up my check to find out that I got demoted, but hey thats ok. Today I had a meeting with a Marine recruiter, the meeting went well, it helped having my dad there who knew what was going on. Sure, he doesn't like the fact that its the Marines but then again he is retired Navy. This Friday I'll ( Read more... )

Alone in the dark I stand ( Read more... )

Purgatory, known as the realm that exists between Heaven and Hell. A place where lost souls go to find their way whether its to the lights of heaven or the depths of Hell. There are many theories to what Purgatory really is. How ever no one really knows what Purgatory is ( Read more... )