so basically... your way, or the highway... right.

its time for a rant... been a while... and... when no one else suffices to talk with... you do...

*sigh* im #%@#%@#^!#^% mad/tired/sad/frustrated/etc., mix with a bit of happy and good times...

i need to drink.

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yeah.

no wild flowers would sit in his vase today
no sun would be endured
the lulling melodies of harmonics past
send lethargic sounds to chast
no stirring
no comfort
no color
what a maze!
only reflection on fun times had
remember why i need be glad

I forgot I usually add a "quote of the blog"... and though it's been a while, might as well keep with tradition:

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"I'll mail it to you."
-"You'll visit me... soon."

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