so...i havent posted in awhile, but nothings happened...work, talk to ginny for hours, sleep. get up, do it again. Happy 6/6/06 by the way...How many religeous zealots were sayin the Rapture was gonna happen and the world was gonna end? DID THAT HAPPEN??? NOOOOO!! shows how much they know...Ginny's gotta go to summer school for math *note to self, ( Read more... )

Ive got nobody to rant to, since my Ginny is in europe and wont get back til friday *sad*. Got over 100 hours in the past 2 weeks, since james was on vacation. Bobby's got an intestinal infection, poor bastard. Went to the electrical supply store today, bastards didnt have anything smaller than 12 gauge copper..I want 16 damnit!!! Got a bike, so ( Read more... )

Well scratch another potential girlfriend. Jenny's joining the navy...For those of you who read the last post, you understand. She says she wont forget me but fuck, everybody else does...I just wanna curl up and die...It's bad enough i miss her so bad that i was physically crying while talking to her the other night but now ill never hear from her ( Read more... )

Became an offical shift leader tuesday. Got to use my manager's code for the first time and i guess im getting paid like 7.35 an hour...in other news...I got my drawknife finally so i can start working on my bowstave...still waiting on my distortion pedal though...stayed up until 5 the other night talking to Jenny and i believe im slightly in love ( Read more... )

On September 27th i get about 40 hours of vacation...gee, i wonder what to do with it...actually i know _what_ to do with it, i just dont know who to visit first...either way, im pretty sure im getting my bones jumped. Was talking to Jenny last night...Now I know she was so horny shed screw anything with a dick, but shes been coming on to me for ( Read more... )

didnt update yesterday, was exhausted and mom was on the net so...ok...work's ok, waiting on my background check to come through to get my manager's code. Internet was out for about a week which made me sad cuz i couldnt talk to Ginny and now her computer is being a bitch so i _still_ cant talk to her...Went to the mall today, worthless endeavor, ( Read more... )

My 21st birthday is coming up (yay me!) My BOSS!!! wants to have a party for me at the Pub. He says theyre "gonna get you drunk and make you get a tattoo". Not that I'd mind getting plastered with these people, but i have actually considered getting a tattoo...this is a 2 part question: Should i get a tattoo, and where? take into consideration, im ( Read more... )

NO REMORSE! *evil laughter* Ok...now that that's out of my system...Another Friday night come and gone...felt alive at about 6:00...feel like a zombie again...just wanna curl up in the corner and die. On a different note, I bought a drawknife so i can start work on my Osage stave again soon, and I'm bidding on an Ash stave too...so i guess more ( Read more... )

I only feel alive on fridays on the cut table...to be able to keep up with 2 ovens that are jammed full from front to back for 3 hours...truely invigourating...better than sex...course its been so long since i got that, im starting to wonder if theyve changed it. not much to say...uber jealous of my ex's new boyfriend, but i guess im supposed to be ( Read more... )

is it wrong that i was just flirting with my ex? and that i still dream about her? and that i find myself wanting her more and more as the days wear away? is it cuz theres nobody down here for me or is it because she has someone? Or maybe its because she was my first and i'll always love her...GOD DAMN IT...i hate this fucking emo bullshit...im ( Read more... )