with his fear of commitment and mine of monogamy....i think this just might work in a weird little way.

i be happy yo. glowing with self satisfaction and confidence. things are looking up. for the first time in years i just may have a happy x-mas

one thing that i do like about x-mas is the absurd charlie brown lights dad hangs on the house. smoking on the back porch is colorful and brings my solace. i sit there and entertain my diluted winter wonderland fantasies. snow hanging from the eves. everything that is green turned dead and scraggled.

*sigh*

i hate christmas too. always lonely during the holidays. always just a little bit crazy. at least i dont have to think about things like this during work. i just shut off everything else that isn't customer service and drink preperation. then i clock out and wander the board walk. no one to call but those far away. and no where to go ( Read more... )

you have reached the end of side a. to resume Life, turn the disk over to side b and press play.

i have this overwhelming feeling that things are about to get very very sticky. i dont want to go home.

leave it be. leave me be. for both of our sakes. you're stringing girls along like lost puppies looking for a home. so fuck off. you dont need me.

intellect: animal, do you not love me? do you not care for me as you do your own consciousness ( Read more... )

you'll need me some morning when i dont need you
so when i'm gone, i'm takin it easy
cause i'm just worryin youoff of my mind

Well, you've got the Perfect disguise and you're lookin' o.k ( Read more... )

if you ask me sir, mr. millitary man, i'd say actions speak louder than words.

i love panda!