so.woah.i was just a craphead for the record. i whined more than anyone, i had no right to call anyone else emo.haha seriously though..why the hell was i so sad all the time? rob.thats why.haha i mean, im not here to point fingers.but it was his fault.haha just kidding. i was just like.head over heels in love with the guy..so thats my fault..for ( Read more... )

I'll be worth it one day,
And that day will end with regret.
The waves will wash away my footprints
And every trace of my presence
Will be wiped clean.
Soon I'll be forgotton
And on that day I'll be at ease.

i learned the word 'boring' in spanish today..and all i wanted to do was cry. im not sure whats wrong with me..ive always been like this ( Read more... )

so this weekend, my parents are going away..saturday morning they leave..tara will be at my grandmas, saturday night, kate will be over mikes, so im going to be all alone :( i hate being by myself..it gets boring..my curfew is 1230, and i hope i do something until that time every night..but i doubt it. hmm saturday is lessas graduation party..im ( Read more... )

so lately has been good times--even though anna has been absent..and could never be replaced or not missed..gee and i have spent this week together..or the majority of it--and its been good times :)

i want to go to the drive in..but the movies they have there..arent so..good--ha

im in a good mood today-- <3 --ive also decided to plan out my ( Read more... )

i cant make anyone happy. . .

01.(x )Napoleon Dynamite ( Read more... )

i think there is something wrong with me. summer just started, i should be overly joyus..but for some reason for the past week or so..ive felt really sad inside. even when im with people ( Read more... )

so i tried..and now im done trying. i tried fixing things with someone..and there was no response...so im done ( Read more... )

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just really bored today..so i made yet ANOTHER online journal..thats how super i am..hah