"chill pill" makes me squishy on the inside. things are ok otherwise, everyday shows more progress. im learning all sorts of things and opening my mind up, being a better person. not letting my anxiety rule everyday. reading more. going out by myself more. reuniting with long ago friends i shoulda kept tighter. overall im doing pretty damn good.

well well...in need of updating indeed...well Tim Kern tried to dig to china through my poor elbow... i took a chill pill on the way home on the train and now im sorta mushy and deep fried. 5 hours of pain makes me loopy to start with. my moms still in the hospital since saturday, she has a blood infection.hopefully she will come home soon. my ( Read more... )

ok soooo... you think i hate you cause your black, you think i make ridiculous rules and prices cause your black, you role your eyes and flare your nostrils and contort your face to look as ugly as possible, because you think i hate you cause your black, i dont hate you cause your black, i hate you cause you think i hate you and you make me mad by ( Read more... )

i went to use the bathroom at 2 am, and as i walked by the bathroom i heard my mom inside calling my name, so i went in and shes sitting there very distressed, and tells me she fell earlier and now her leg is in extreme pain and she is stuck and cant get off the toilet. so after 5 minutes i figured out a safe way to lift her to her feet. she oooo ( Read more... )

its been so busy i havent been able to keep up...i was in california all last weekend, and then i came home and got thrown to the lions. i cant complain, i need the money. but now im stressing cause im not ready for my appointments. i want a palm tree, a little baby one. i would name it Shorty. im so depressed about my birthday coming... 26, what a ( Read more... )

i came all the way to los angeles and what did i take pictures of? PALM TREES. and the beautiful girlie. we hung out and had a great time together.

i think i packed too much...hmm its only 4 days what was i thinking...do i need 6 shirts, and 6 pairs of sox and 6 pairs of under wear, what am i saying ,YESSS...i neeeeeedddd it..every day needs a fresh shirt and sox and underwear, and then at the end of the day i need a fresh shirt to sleep in...ya know what theres gonna be a washer dryer where ( Read more... )

well i started packing for my vacation. and realized that i have gotta stop shopping at old navy its turning me into one of them old navy butches *EEP* i cant have that. that does not fairly represent my personality. i gotta reclaim my status. i should start by wearing my boots more often *tears sneakers off and throws them* ah ha steel toed knee ( Read more... )

i figured now was a good time to update...been busy at the studio, stressing about having enough money to go to los angeles with next week, missing my friend mike because all he does is work i never see him anymore. took billy to the DMV monday spent hours there... oh BTW hes back with the ignorant jerk chris, I HATE CHRIS!!!!!!!! im plotting his ( Read more... )

Armed and Dangerous
Congratulations! You scored 86%!
You made it out, alive and well supplied. You probably even kept most of
your party alive too. You know what to look for, what to take, and when to
just run. You even feel a strange inkling to go back. If you did, you'd probably
do just fine.
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