Is this thing on? *tap tap tap* hello?. Ahem been a while since I have been here, but Facebook is too public, and sometimes ya jut need to spin your wheels and spew word vomit without a huge audience that just doesn't really understand you. Since I don't think anyone uses this anymore this seems like safe haven ( Read more... )

i stumbled upon my old LJ, jeeze ,looking back at all my struggles is depressing.seems that i have come full circle. right back to that dark place again. its really a hard thought to swallow that im back here again, and im back here again because i feel i need the freedom to pour my soul out, and not just drop hints on facebook, or share dumb ( Read more... )

OMG!!!! EVil Dead The Musical, is by far my favorite cult show ever!!!!!!! i took mike for his birthday and we laughed, and we giggled, and we got completely wet sticky and gross. we sat in the splatter zone and we got splattered allllll over with blood... THEY sang, they danced, they made bad jokes, they turned into deadite zombies, they killed ( Read more... )

grams is good, she was up and about a bit today and laughing. i got to sign her special heart pillow they gave her so when she coughs she has to hug it. they had to crack her sternum (OUCH) so now she has like staples or some kind of metal things to hold the bones back together...she is really in good spirits and we are all glad that things went so ( Read more... )

my grandma had heart surgery this morning. all yesterday i spent at the hospital with my family, she was so scared, and when grandma is scared we are all scared. she kept telling me how much she loves me and that she wished she could really let me know how much, and that i am her favorite grandchild, and she just cried, she told me how much it ( Read more... )

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You
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my uncle michael who is my aunts husband, they live in georgia, OD'd yesterday and my aunt found him dead in the bathroom. they were having problems, stemming from his "problem" and were on there way to divorce. i know part of her is better having him out of her life, but when you spend 20 years with a person they are still a huge piece of your ( Read more... )

still uploading massive amounts of cds into my hard drive. everything i put in seems to get catagorized as electronica, i never realized how elektro i really was till now...shit i am a huge fag arent i. i seemed to have have come full cirlce with LJ...i was away from Lj for a awhile..but its good because its more private then myspace... myspace is ( Read more... )

im being lazy today, so much to do, and its overwhelming...i must clean my desk.

hi everyone,no i didnt fall off the earth i was just mearly lost for awhile...i went to an amazing covenant show tonight in a ghetto warehouse. it was amazing, lets here it for the dark arts...i am a huge music nerd, but i love covenant more then i love my own little world..covenant makes everything go away. i stand alone. and im totally ok with ( Read more... )