Hello my name is broken record and I’m stuck on two notes. Hello my name is broken record and I’m stuck on two notes. I’m hiding bunched up in a small crevice with my knees to my face and my arms wrapped around to my back. I’m barricaded between two solid beautiful ideas. OPTION a, or OPTION b, dear? I feel like I should be in a movie; sitting on a ( Read more... )

I don't know where i stand anymore. and tonight its "ALL FOR NOTHING!!"

or
nothing
at all.

i can't seem to rap my mind around time. I can't get it right..."think think think"...but louder "tick tick tick"..."think tick think tick think tick think tick....." i can't make out the difference anymore. but i do know, im dependent. and "theres no time ( Read more... )

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue ( Read more... )

im gonna go old school on you for a minute.

january 19,
The one way sign leaning it's weight and anguish againt my wall has always told me to go the wrong way, when I walk out my door there is no floor and I am falling down an endless hole of visions of things I could grasp but don't. Bottles of disaster I've drank that ate my bodies insides and ( Read more... )

FUCK!

I ALMOST FORGOT!!!!!!


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so im still in the big NB.

& im missin everything.

i miss my girls& i miss my room& i miss my window& i miss my bed& i miss the ditch.& late night car trips.

&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss&i miss.

( but most of all i miss )

Foot steps along a long path of years

and into a house that I shouldn't have been welcomed into.

I wanted to be everywhere but in one place. Smoke and haze in my way and I can't seem to ever find him. She's caught up in something that will perish in 2 years, when I've been here for 4. I swallowed what I thought would keep my mind off it, but made ( Read more... )

i need

help with

this.

anyone?

Lets kick this off right.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name:Lauren Marie Van Dyke
Birth date: jan. 18, 1989
Birth place: San Antonio, Texas
Current Location:San Antonio, Texas
Hair Color: dirty blond?
Righty or Lefty: right, duh.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage:whiteeee
Shoes you wore today: my converse
Your weakness: my past holds me back, i cant ( Read more... )