just went pee. in the mean time i made a new journal. this one is getting old. blah, here it is...

fake_innocents

i hope you enjoy the fuck out of it

okay today-was so fucking cold, but not as cold as its been lately. i had daniel to keep me warm =) but yeah now im on the phone with him. and im super pariniod. oh well. hmm me and daniel are doing better thats good. today at lunch he just kept holding me. it felt so great. i honestly dont think he knows how much i love him. i took a damn final on ( Read more... )

ah me and daniel are better now. lalala im in such a good fucking mood. nothing can bring me down. so fuck the world. im in the phone wth daniel. hes so great. well i better go enjoy this good mood while it last.

one and only...emily

i feel so distant from janelle at this moment. i talked to robert today and hes not mad at me i just needed to get everything cleared up and he said that he thought i had a problum with him. ha well world no i fucking didnt. i feel weir ya know? like i dont know. i love daniel as if you didnt already know that. ugh, ske and indie rock pisses me ( Read more... )

blah school sucked today but it went by rather fast, this morning my mom addly dropped me off at daniels house before school for the first time in months. it was great. it cold outside and i hate my dad. i hate him so much it almost feels good. hope he likes what hes getting because god knows he deserves it...

shit im so pist. i just had a really good and long entry and i fucking lost it. mother fucker...ugh well its talking about me and daniel and how much i love him and i cant get enouph of him. no matter how bad he messed up. hes so great. and i dont think he knows how special he makes me feel and how much i love him. i wish he was here so i can hug ( Read more... )

i cant really help what i feel. i love daniel so much. i heard some other stuff this morning that him and danielle got really far. but im not listening to what other people have to say because daniel is right. this is our relationship no one elses. and i bealive him when he says that he didnt kiss her but the part that hurts the most is knowing he ( Read more... )

okay yeah daniel cheeted on me. i dont really know what to feel. i love him i really do. but its like i cant really be happy anymore. he used to make me feel so alive and just overal happy. but now it feels as if a peice of me is gone...
babe- if you read this, please make me feel the way you used too.

blah..punk music, its grand ( Read more... )

A deep dark secret down at the bottom
But this to this day i can't keep it unforgotten.
And a story that was told has now grown taller than we'd ever wish to be
Beyond belief...