I've finally lost it. Jarrett left me on saturday and I have never been so confused or lost in my life. I didn't see it coming and he just sat me down and broke up with me. I don't understand why or what happened to have him make this decision and its eating me up inside. I just want him to come back to me. I want this to be one big joke, or a ( Read more... )

 This has been a moment in my life where literally my mind is screaming "WTF!". I always try my best to do what is best and I try to be a good influence on people. But for some reason in the eyes of Mr.Johnson im just some evil, manipulative bitch to his son. I haven't even done anything but he blames me for everything.! Everything that happens to ( Read more... )

Honestly my mind cant seem to wrap around the truth. as i type i cant help but struggle in disbelief. When you see death in movies... it is sad, but in your head you always think to yourself "that will never happen to me". Ive seen war movies. Ive seen it when the soldiers show up at the doors of loved ones to tell them that their family member has ( Read more... )

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Well as of my last entry i gave a quick run through of what happened in one school year for me. Its kinda crazy how fast things will change in a less then a year. When it comes to summer.. i start to look back and see all the things that happened over the last year. Things i liked.. things i didnt like. Its kinda crazy how hurt i got this year. But ( Read more... )

Its Beennnn Forever since i last wrote in this thing and soo much has changed and i feel the need to get alot off my chest. Things have gotten pretty hectic. As of Sep 2008 Erik had broken my heart. Which is a very long story. After agreeing to go on break with him because he kept a girl a secret from me for 6 months.. After we decided this (even ( Read more... )

okayy its been a year since i have written in this. And lately Life has just been going down the drain and its making me reach my breaking point. Im getting so sick. physically and mentally SICK. and i honestly dont no how to take it anymore. the one thing that always stays good in my life is Erik <3 ( Read more... )

okaii.. So alot has been going on.. dammn its been crazyy. Summer wuz soo fun. I did alot. but it wuz soo sad when it ended.. but i started High school which was the SHITT. I made the Dp Freshman cheerleading Team. =D. Alot has been going on.. I have become really close to this girl Brooke. me and her are Best friend and we just met over the summer ( Read more... )

well nothing big has happened...well the last week was soo much fun like first monica spent the nite at my house we went in the pool and hung out and talked and stuff.. then the next day i hung out with brooke and he brother cousin and her cousins boyfriend we went around eggin ppl and throwin creamers at cars. we drove around just havein fun and ( Read more... )

Gaahh.. Im soo Hyper lmao. but nothing to du.. yuck. I've Seen way too many movies dis summer. jezz like I have seen more than half the movies dat are out. =P. but is all good i am spending time with friends. My sisters graduation is TMR. she is graduating College hells ya.! we are all soo proud of her!!!. ROSE IF UR READING THIS I LOVE YOU AND ( Read more... )