I'm really not okay

last night I had a dream about dance, everyone important was in it. The whole dream was like a ballet and there were people from my past who were real dancers like laura anne and tj.

you said you could let it go and i wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know.

why do you just have to try to make me feel shitty about myself. all the fucking time, just because you arent happy with the way that you are? cause I was happy with myself for once then I went to a fucking FAMILY EVENT. Are these people not suppose to support and love each other? What the fuck happened to family.. its dead.

bryans back, seeing everyone but me. this is the 3rd party theyve had that for some reason im not important enough to go to, or even be invited. I shouldnt have stood up for him i guesd, or maybe no one remembers. When he had no friends who was the one who drove him home from orchestra all the time? me. whatever, i should really be used to this by ( Read more... )

Im completely fucking losing my mind.. what is going on

hey amanda whered you find these crazy boys this time, and when youre crying on your bed does he help keep you alive?

i love you. please dont forget

have I ever made the right decision?

happy christmas

havent been on here in a while, was about to post a ridiculous stupid emo bulletin on myspace and thought of this place ( Read more... )