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[apple_jaques]

I'm broken, lost, despairing, clawing for the higher vestiges of spirit, stuck in the mud screaming, desperately crying, screaming for hope. And faith in Godde and people.

I've lost the focus. And I don't know how it happened.

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[teensy80]

hugs cuddles talk to me sometime message me somewhere you know *Hugs* your in my thoughts and prayers

[apple_jaques]

It's a Faith thing. The rest of my life seems fine, but not fulfilling...school is well, relationship is well, work is good. But church becomes rarity to only a few times a week, and I miss real community....as in true community I do find Godde.

Life shouldn't feel like happy motions, it should radiate from within. I want to radiate. I miss that, and feel lost with out it, without knowing the presence of Godde is there (even though she/he is).

[susannah]

I guess you need to find that sanctuary... that place of the really quiet spirit... that place and time where you can hush and be still... and just rest and be held...

how hard, sometimes to find... to find our way back in to that garden... that holy place of rest and quiet knowing of Godde and of ourselves...

or, I guess that maybe, that hush and quietness and integrity may come, through little unseen acts of grace and love... those telling-no-one acts of gentle kindness... an hour with an elderly neighbour... the press of a hand on a lonely hand... or other little expressions like that...

the realities of love, and the quietening of our busy spirits as we find return to kindness and reality...

which ever way - and I guess the ways are various - I do hope you find some quiet space and refuge and hushed sanctuary...

and mya Godde be with you, always holding you, and seeing the whole and loveliness of who you are

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[apple_jaques]

Thank you. I always apreciate your words, friend. :-D

I will continue to seek the sanctuary.