I just found out one of my old lovers (an older one a sweet one probably the most messed up version of a relationship) he had a heart attack a month ago. He's doing better but I am once again confronted with the pains of all that that relationship is and was.... We never really broke it off just stopped seeing each other because of principles that ( Read more... )

The point of life is to live ( Read more... )

So, life in all forms isn't easy unless you count the amazing 5 year old who seems to be the sunshine on most days ( Read more... )

GOOD kids, good man, good apartment, good cooking and family and so many things. Life is just so GOOD ( Read more... )

My Noah is 9 today!!!! 9 holy cow how did that happen?  I love my big babylove though I may have to stop calling him that soon.  HE'S 9 wow!  He is excited about baseball season.  Our plan is candles and birthday cake and play and cuddle time.  Nothing big for 9 big will be next year.  I can't afford it every year but Opening weekend baseball ( Read more... )

If you are a geek you got that subject line if not READ HITCHHIKERS GUIDE please ( Read more... )

I have the opportunity to raise funds and go and build some awesome youth centers in N. Ireland at the end of July this would put me over seas for 2 weeks but would cause me to certainly miss Pennsic.  I would have to raise these in addition to everything else going on but man does it sound like something I would love to do.  The trip itself is $ ( Read more... )

Valentines day does NOT to me make me happy in general. If a person loves you they shouldn't need some arbitrary day to shower you with gifts they should give you small things every day, not always a gift as such but small things like cleaning the dishes or buying you a soda when you get gas. Love isn't a one day thing it's an every day thing. For ( Read more... )

Around noon a year ago today I got a call from my mom. I remember answering the phone while blowing bubbles for Wesley and dancing around our living room. I remember each of the sights and sounds of that moment, the first trees starting to turn the warm sunlight coming through the windows the happy that was The moments before. I answered the ( Read more... )

 My aunt died today.  She was barely 61 (as in she JUST turned 61) She was full of interesting life and the things she had opinions about she would stop at nothing to make sure everyone saw things her way.  It's hard to believe she died ( Read more... )