Everything is shit, and I feel so alone

Need to get my life back on track. Which means facing myself and my feelings which I've been avoiding for quite a while. I have this difficulty with balancing everything in my life equally and I always end up upsetting something or someone in the process of trying to make the other things happy and it always feels impossible but I just need to ( Read more... )

Things are pretty shit in my head at the moment. I HATE that I fucked up my a-levels and everyone talks of all this stuff they're doing in their gap year and I can't do anything because I have to do a fucking a level... and I don't even know what I want to do anymore anyway, im being put off university because I just.... I just feel repelled by it ( Read more... )

Last night was the official end of college celebration. We began at this boat party organised by school that was ok once I'd had a few drinks. Did the macarena and danced to 90s trance and shit RnB. Spent time with people other than normal group for some of the time and had a few nice chats and some good times. That finished at 11 though, and we ( Read more... )

1. Who is the last person you high-fived? Barnard ( Read more... )

The 'Actual' MOST Random Questions Ever ( Read more... )

Had my Spanish Retake exam today. I feel bad about it even though it wasn't that bad just because the question that I felt I was so good at was impossible and I would've lost so many marks for it. I couldn't understand it at all and I just feel it's quite crap because it just didn't give a good representation of how good I am at Spanish. Obviously ( Read more... )

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[x] KISSED ( Read more... )

Bored bored bored. Luke is ignoring me for no reason, apparently just because I wanted to stay at his last night. Instead of doing that (because he was ignoring me so I couldn't go round) I went to a squat in Russell Square with Beth and Zoe. There were a lot of people i knew there. Josh was there, of course, and seemed to have brought his entire ( Read more... )