This person at work kept making comments about me living in my own little dream world in regard to my future because on my information page (the answers to the 20 questions asked during my interview) it says for a future career doctor. I actually said medicine and Mel wrote doctor but that doesn't matter. So I have now successfully spent the last ( Read more... )

So if anyone noticed I've been away for the past week having by far the best time of my life. I went up to my friend Erin's cottage. I got to drive up in her Dad's corvette, so much fun. The week was full of swimming, tubing, water skiing and jumping off the top of her two story boat house. (Yea I've come to the conclusion I don't like the feeling ( Read more... )

So I've figured out my life. I'm going to be a Nun, yes a married to god nun. What's the point of continually getting your heart broken, being mistreated and lied to only to give in get married and be left with three mouths to feed ( Read more... )

So I leave in two days for my friend's cottage and I'm having mixed feelings about it. I'm happy to be going away and at the prospect of spending a week in the sun swimming away from my mom but I don't know if I will actually be able to spend a week with Erin. The only person I've spent any kind of extended period of time with would be Kelly and ( Read more... )

Need sleep, think I'm going to go to bed. Anybody got any ideas what I could do for a career? Cause I'm all out. Night!

I love thunderstorms!! The rain is hitting the patio door behind me as the lightning prompts random streks of light within the room. What could be better? I've had the best day ever. I woke up this morning to a phone call saying I had a job interview at Tim Hortons. So I went and in less then 10 minutes I was hired. I start the day after I get back ( Read more... )

So I stayed up really late last night and then got up at nine making me really tired right now (at like 1 am). But I just spent the last our lying in bed with Hilary on the floor next to me and no mater how tired I am or how much I want to sleep I just can't. So now I'm randomly babbling on my LJ. While I was lying there attempting to sleep I ( Read more... )

The whole situation with Mark is making me sick, literally. I've had a stomach ache for the past week. I'm toren between what was and what is and telling them apart. What was true, what is true, I do not know, nor will I ever. Do I leap into the future and forget what has happened? With only the hope that he'll change. That the Markian I come to ( Read more... )

Today was a day of nothingness (ha is that a word ( Read more... )

OK I'm not quite sure why I have a live journal but I do. We shall see how this works out. Now I just have to figure out what I'm doing haha I'm such a freak! I normally have an overwhelming erge to write down all my thoughts and feelings but at the moment I don't have anything so say haha.