Things are so messed up when it comes to university. Over the past four years of working my ass off to get those scholarships that never really existed somebody forgot to tell me that I'm trailer trash. Not just any kind but the dirt broke kind. I could never afford this but I spent the last year avoiding reality, and the oh so helpful budget, ( Read more... )

I think something’s wrong with me. And yes I am aware many things are wrong with me but the past two weeks have been really strange. Honestly I feel like I'm stoned all the time or like I've taken way too many pain killers. I don't care about anything. My priorities have changed completely. I keep blowing off school work, I've been bailing on work ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have been crazy fun and crazy stress. With exams coming up and the biology review that won't end I have to admit I've cried more than once. Let me clarify that it's not doing the review that's overwhelming as it's just the previously completed reviews combined but the sheer anticipation that all of that information has to be in ( Read more... )

Holy Shit this year sucks. Everything started out great I had a plan and I was actually happy and accomplishing things. But now and don't even know. I'm not where I wanted to be. I have NO leadership roles which I guess is my own fault. I'm so sick of everything being my fault or my problem. Prefecting, my God I don't want to do it, why didn't I ( Read more... )

When it comes to fashion I've never really cared about trends or wanted any of the 'cool' stuff, as you can probably all tell by my jeans and tee shirt style (if you can call it a style). But today I went shopping to celebrate my first Saturday off in two months and bought 2 pairs of boots. Yes, two and I'm actually appy about it. One's a winter ( Read more... )

So I have successfully spent the last four hours of my life nagging my brother about his civics homework. The kid is already failing a class. I mean how exactly do you fail civics anyways, oh thats right you spend all your time on your girlfriend and on te phone and destroy your reputation with teachers. It's not enough that he's my brother and I ( Read more... )

Ok so for the past week it's been up at seven or earlier then go to school till 3 then work from 3 till 11. But work was fun tonight. Logan and I were on together and we made cheese sandwichs. @ girls got in a screaming match today one of them is getting fired, but I dunno who. I was in the middle of it literally, oh how I hate girls and people who ( Read more... )

Ok so I have a few problems, hey who doesn't? School's starting in just over nine weeks and while that sucks in its own right for me it has some additional problems. I've basically been hiding out all summer from a various slew of people and feelings but in exactly nine days if not earlier I'm going to be confronted whether I like it or not. But ( Read more... )

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This morning I got my 'Welcome Back to Secord' package, the one that reminds you summer can't last forever. I nearly cried. The pressures and delemas of being in grade 12 WITH THE SHOW and all my other extra curriculars. What did I get myself into? lol ( Read more... )