Hm.

So I'm thinking I might actually have to start putting time into cultivating relationships...and once I think about it, cultivate really is a good word for that. You have to put time and effort into planting the seeds, nurturing them while they're young, and then maintaining them when they're grown so they don't die. Hmm.

I wish I knew what to think/do. It's been far too long, but I don't think I ever knew what to do in the first place ( Read more... )

Goddamnit.

Goodbye Grandpa Hendrix...

I want to spoon my right eyeball out right now.

I think I have just discovered the absolute worst reason to wake up in the middle of the night....

I hate food and eating.

It's so easy to be completely cynical about this...but there's nothing external stopping me, especially you...do you even care? I don't know anymore.

It's all up to you.

Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?

What the fuck does it matter to my parents when I sleep? Fucking christ, it's like being in college means nothing to them.