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yay! deathbloom is back, &with a new layout.

(why on earth would anyone practice self-destruction?)

GIVE MANKIND A BEATING. --> yes, i am a nerd. does anyone else have my space?

i should not be awake this late when i have to work so early. doug's working 'til seven am so i can't even call & bug him. everyone should go see napoleon dynamite. scotch is good. i have a strange craving for

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i think i might be drowning.

god DAMN boys can be stupid sometimes. aaron recently talked to his (now, ex-)girlfriend & broke it off. told her he doesn't want her to move here anymore. but not because of me. it kind of bothers me that he didn't tell her about us. but i guess it doesn't really fucking matter. the worst thing is that he's now being very distant. says he "needs ( Read more... )

have decided i'll start writing in here again.
what can i say.

Love was a weakness, one she would never allow herself to.

& so, after a year and however many months, it's over.
he calls at 5:30. says hello & i say hello. he has a tone in his voice in which i know, i just know.
"i've been thinking i want to take a break." his words are like ice against my heart. his words are foreign, another language, which doesn't make any sense.
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