it cancels out the day

[applekore]

& so, after a year and however many months, it's over.
he calls at 5:30. says hello & i say hello. he has a tone in his voice in which i know, i just know.
"i've been thinking i want to take a break." his words are like ice against my heart. his words are foreign, another language, which doesn't make any sense.
we talk. things are said. words don't

Comments

[exterminate]

why are holidays always so heartbreaking.
i'm looking for words, but they're not coming. and any that did probably wouldn't help, anyway. its so scary. i'm sorry. be safe ♥

[heroincookies]

i'm so sorry. its really fucking awful of him to do this on new years eve AND over the phone. thats not right at all. i really dont know what else to say besides i'm sorry <3

[ex_hencefort613]

oh, darling, i'm so terribly sorry.

[painkillers]

i'm so very sorry, dear
a million hugs for you
xxxx

[anotherfacade]

My dearest jessie baby-

im so awfully sorry that of all the times you call me i was asleep and didnt hear the phone ring. Im so sorry- i'll give you a call later darling.
keep your head up. i love you.