Perhaps it's my period, perhaps it's the lack of sleep. I am feeling extremely depressed ( Read more... )

I find myself stoning a lot at work recently. Thinking about you, mostly missing you and feeling uncertain about our relationship. I really find it hard getting used to the lack of updates and texts. Something which I used to get all the time ( Read more... )

I find myself crying. Crying at the letter box. Breaking down. Only to wake up when I hear footsteps. Footsteps of a stranger, not of anyone that can comfort me. And then it hit me. It hit me so hard. I can only count on myself. Me and only me. No one else. No matter who I love, or who loves me, I am by myself. My own individual. I can only depend ( Read more... )

I don't know how I landed myself in such a situation. Karma is truly a bitch.

You make choices, if it's right, good for you. And when it's wrong, you just got to suck it up.

心若倦了  泪也干了
这份深情  难舍难了
曾经拥有  天荒地老
已不见你  暮暮与朝朝

这一份情  永远难了
愿来生还能  再度拥抱
爱一个人  如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切  我不知道

回忆过去  痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来  拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了  今夜的你应该明膫

缘难了  情难了

So I read my last post and it was FILLED with typos. But I couldn't care less anyway. Hurhur ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here, drunk out of my mind and typing an emo entry. I'll probably look back feeling stupid but what the fuck, I need an outlet now ( Read more... )

Hello livejournal. It's been a while. Coming back  here does not bode well though ( Read more... )

We're just too young and immature to understand the way of love.

Green light, Seven Eleven,
You stop in for a pack of cigarettes.
You don't smoke, don't even want to.
Hey now, check your change.
Dressed up like a car crash
Your wheels are turnin' but you're upside down.
You say when he hits you, you don't mind
Because when he hurts you, you feel alive.
Oh, is that what it is?

Red lights, grey morning
You stumble out of a ( Read more... )

People make mistakes.

I've blundered many times, but there was just this one particular fault that should have never been made.

How foolish I was. How foolish I still am.

Years later and I can still feel the sorrow. I thought I've banished these emotions to the deepest darkest corner of my head, yet they still manged to resurface every time I let my ( Read more... )