Spring is an odd season. I don't know why but I notice I'm always very emotional during these three months. It's not the stormy winter or the death of autumn, but it's spring ( Read more... )

Yay! I'm finally done with the new layout. God, has it been a burden for me to drag all my other priorities as I forced myself to complete it. It was such a pain in the ass, but I'm glad that I've finished it so it's not entirely unbearable ( Read more... )

My brother awhile ago gave me this link to check out:

Bush in 30 Seconds

Watching those commercials just make me hate him more, but the ads are pretty amusing. God, do I hate that man. I hate his No Child Left Behind Act even more than his Patriot Act bill. What a freaking bastard.

Okay, I know this would be a totally pointless entry, but, I'm tired.

Good night.

Whoa, I've just read my last five entries, and noticed how angry and unhappy I was.

There are no words that I can coherent right now. Even writing this entry today is a struggle for me. Nothing would come out, and I can no longer find a way to express my sentiments. All I know is that I feel like a mess right now, but how long have I not been feeling this way ( Read more... )

Again, somewhere in this city today
two people will meet and fall in love;
the curtains are violently opened.

Even so, everything eventually,
someday, has an end.

Again, somewhere in this city today
two people split apart;
the curtains are quitely dropped.I watched a Chinese movie that reminded me of that song a lot. The whole idea is so true ( Read more... )

I am so fucking unhappy. There's nothing else I can think of to say. Where did things go so wrong? I feel myself clouded with depression all over again. My Goddess, please let me find myself again.

. . .

Even though the dream hurts me I don't change anything ( Read more... )

I am unhappy again. In a hundred words I do not know how else to explain this unhappy stage besides how, this one girl in my class today asked me, "Tracy, do you ever laugh or joke around?" I seriously take that as an offence and realize how much of a failure I am to just not be able to even disguise my sentiments ( Read more... )

My God, I really do feel like shit. These days, I've been feeling so crappy I cannot help it. People ask me, "how's everything?" and I tell them, "Everything is wonderful, can't be any better." But I'm lying. I'm lying. Can't anyone see that? Well, of course they don't, my lie is so blatantly idiotic ( Read more... )