Well, it has been ages since I wrote anything here, hasn't it? I suppose I realized it had just become a place for me to rant and babble. But I'm back, and I blame Chris for that. So what has happened in the last 6 months or so? Eh. A lot. Ran through 2 boyfriends, finished first in the class, got accepted to every school I applied to except ( Read more... )

I must be crazy. Of all the colleges I had to choose from, I had to pick the one that no one from my school has ever made it into as my top choice. That's right, dears, my top choice school is now that lovely little place the locals call "Ha'vard". Yes, I loved some of the others schools that I visited, like University of Virginia, but there was ( Read more... )

Oh my- I actually have a free moment and an idea of what to write for the first time since... I last posted! Obviously, I've been quite busy. It's really hard to balance work, school, college applications and my billion and a half other activities. However, as I am apparently harder to stalk if I don't update this thing, here you go ( Read more... )

How is it that when we were little, days were so much longer than they are now? Is there ever enough time to do anything anymore? My to-do list is miles long, and school hasn't even started yet. Lord save me when it does. But before it starts back up again, here are the main things I have to get done ( Read more... )

Alright, so I have made a resolve... to try to cut down on my use of the words "need" and "have to" in reference to my own life. After all, when I really sit down to think about it, there are very few things I truly "need" or "have to" have. I already have awesome friends, a good job, I have done so much cool stuff that most people my age can't, ( Read more... )

What a freaking awesome week. Honestly, it was entirely indescribable. People who were there at Outward Bound with me will get it, but people who weren't... I don't think you could understand no matter how much I try to describe it to you. It was just such a crazy time, with so much stuff that doesn't seem like it would be fun, but was when you ( Read more... )

Wow.... i can't believe it.... almost 2 years. Its been almost two years since we went to England, Ireland and Wales... or should i say on our "Celtic Discovery". It seems both too long and too short a time. On one hand, i can't believe my very first trip friends have only been in my life for two years. You are all such a major part of my life ( Read more... )

Wow... what a crazy weekend. Friday was normal... i had to go in to make up an english quiz i had apparently never made up, which is actually good. It should bring my grade back up now, cuz i knew it was too low. Friday night, i ended up not doing anything really, except mowing the lawn until it rained on me and staying up until almost 2 to ( Read more... )

Just because I'm bored and don't want to work on any of my many projects, i'm going to do this thing shannon had ( Read more... )

Have you ever gotten the feeling that nothing you do has a point and nothing you try for will ever work out the way you want it to? The feeling that you're really just not that important in the grand scheme of things and that you not being here really wouldn't matter? I really hate that. But what can you do about it?