I'm listening to a cover of Harvest Moon by Of Montreal. It's sorta dream-like.

I hate my job and I hate where I live. I have made a two month action plan to address both of these issues and I have found the perfect out. It includes moving to a town of 600 in rural Sask and taking over a coffee shop / art store for 1.5 years. Nothing is finalized ( Read more... )

I found an interesting list of questions on the internet.
I'll post all 75 of them in increments of 10 and then 5.

1. Why not me?

2. Am I nice?

3. Am I doing what I really want to do?

4. What am I grateful for?

5. What’s missing in my life?

6. Am I honest?

7. Do I listen to others?

8. Do I work hard?

9. Do I help others?

10. What do I need to change about ( Read more... )

I haven't seen my jr. high school boyfriend since highschool, which is about 8 years. I'm back visiting my parents in small town B.C, and his band came through and played a show at a local pub.

I am in love with him.

When we dated we were on and off again, but nothing overally dramatic. We both have always kinda liked each other and left it at that. ( Read more... )

I'm having anxiety about the racoons that watch me through the sliding door in the guest room I'm staying in. This garbage strike must be heaven for these creatures. Apparently, they are getting really confident and are now clawing feet through the spaces between the boards on the deck.

I am super stressed right now.

I forgot / neglected to pay my cell phone bill and they cut it off. It's not that big of a deal to put the money I owe on my credit card, but I'm already stressed about my increasing balance.

I am totally dedicating this year to making more money and getting my finances & paperwork sorted out.
I didn't mention anything ( Read more... )

When I was in highschool, the town I grew up in almost burnt down from a forest fire. My house was especially threatened because it was at the base of the mountain. A couple years later, I was living in Kelowna during my first year of University and was almost evacuated again ( Read more... )

I've gained 5 lbs since beginning my summer long vacation.
I've seen 5 bears since beginning my summer long vacation.

They are not really related.
Bears don't make me drink beer.

The next 5 days are going to be sober days.

I just spent the last six days in BC.

For two of those days I was under the influence of this HASH pill I was given. I was told that it was equal to one-two pot brownies. I have never been so stoned in my life. I was more / as stoned as taking 4 grams of mushrooms. I couldn't speak, move my body, or open my eyes. It was horrible, but so much fun.

I ( Read more... )

Tonight ( Read more... )

I'm about to bust out my manifestation skills.
I need at least $500 more for my trip.

I've been stressing out about this instead of looking for solutions.

First Solution, make a visual:

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