i dreamed i was walking through a zen garden in thailand while three tornadoes came barreling at me from opposing directions. and i wonder, is it me or everything else that seems so out of control ( Read more... )

my dog sniffs me as if to say, "do i still know you?" walking down the street in the day light, i hear noises from a distance. as if the trees have grown radios. there is a coming of age in my kisses. there is an adolescence in my conversation. nothing i do can satisfy the way my heart thinks. i'm telling you that right now, i want to call ( Read more... )

a slight shifting of the wind. the way the sheets slowly come out of their creases. the fitted sheets aint so fit anymore. sometimes i think i'm the smartest person i'll ever know. sometimes i indulge too great. sometimes i feel bad cuz one night my indulgence saught other indulgences. your dick is a rocket ship... my whole body wants to blast ( Read more... )

i try hanging with my girls. pussy time. fem fatals. lovely ladies. but somehow it always turns to boys in the end. where are they? what are they thinking? he's looking at me funny. what happened to us? since when did the affections of some fucking drunk losers take hold of our minds and steer? i guess since high school, eh ( Read more... )

i feel like taking drugs and going somewhere nobody knows me. drunk driving far away. i was walking down the street crying behind my big sunglasses, knowing it's me who is fucked up. waiting on an angel cuz i'm too tear torn to get myself back home. calling my best friend, i ask here to save me in a voicemail. repeat repeat. save my message. ( Read more... )

the cuteness died, i suppose....something died... not even a kiss...and the quotations "i'm not ready for a relationship." well. fuck no. who said anything about that? i almost thought about saying, "i'm one of the coolest girls you will EVER meet!" and i believe it. i do. but i also feel sorry and lame and strange. we saw each other last night ( Read more... )

i get so lonely. i need a roomate. all i have is this big tv and i just want to play scrabble ( Read more... )

oh, i just want to cry ( Read more... )

boy,as you get dressed to go outside, to smoke a cigarette. i wonder how your body is so different from my own. how this flat chest and protruding lower region effect your personality. because i've seen boys who seem like girls and i've seen these creatures that are you that make me question my own species. how are we classified together? ( Read more... )

"oh krishna, the mind is restless, turbulent, strong and unyielding. i consider it as hard to subdue as the wind." -bhagavad gita ( Read more... )