I need to get a swift kick in the ass, I do.

Things are not going well.

Tomorrow I get paid.
The sad thing is, I don't really know the wage for a Hostess.
So we'll have to see.

And this money = Christmas presents.
Which I'm excited for.

The good thing about Fort McMurray is that it feels like Christmas before December even hits.
There's always snow on the ground (which, sometimes can be a real pain in the ass, but overall ( Read more... )

I can't write essays.

I just can't. Why can't I write essays? I used to be so great at them.

I had so many ideas, and their form seemed to flow.

Now I have so many new ideas, and I don't have any practice on how to give them structure. On how to make them make sense when put together as a whole. "The forbidden fruit and forbidden knowledge, an ( Read more... )

well i thought about the army, my dad said "son, you're fuckin' high" says:
you and you're pride.....

well i thought about the army, my dad said "son, you're fuckin' high" says:
in the oddest of things...

float like a feather in a beautiful world. says:
I'm special.

float like a feather in a beautiful world. says:
lets not get into what KIND of special
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I am flying high my friends.

Whoo! Give me some more of that cold medicine!

This is not fun.

I can't sleep a wink without choking on something and then coughing and hacking the rest of the time. To shut my eyes is to have an instant headache.

To lay down is to suffocate.

To speak is preparation for a sore throat.

I also have a 4 foot by 4 foot canvas due, and only 2 hours to finish it. 'Course, the entirety of the ( Read more... )

I have finally settled on a favorite of two things. My favorite movie as well as my favorite song.

Favorite movie: the Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood.

Favorite song: Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve.

That is all.

Before I got my job, I was bored, restless, and desperate for something to do. Also, I needed some money for art supplies.

I then got the job along with a 2400 dollar scholarship for art supplies and a whole lot of art work to do.

Damn it all.

I'm not saying anything.

You think that I've forgot, I'm just not saying anything.

But I'm thinking alot.

Often I'm.

All that time.

(1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight.
(5) Your birthday: October first.
(6) Age you act: I try to be mature. But sometimes it doesn't follow through.
(7) Age you wish you were: I'm happy where I am.
(8) Your height: 5'2-3"
(9) The color of your eyes: Green.
(10) Happy with it?: Yes.
(11) The color of your hair: Brown.
(12) Happy with it ( Read more... )