There is this strange empty yet vibrant familiar feeling stuck under my breastbone. I've read words that brought me back to 2003 and 2004. I've done so much growing up and at the same time I've made a hundred mistakes I wouldn't have made back then ( Read more... )

It`s so pleasant to see so many viejitos holding hands around here. Marriages aren`t so easily broken up here (or so I`ve seen ( Read more... )

It`s been almost a year since I don`t use this thing.
Well, to whomever`s reading this: I`m in need of friends.
I live in Canada now and I don`t know any french.
It`s hard starting all over...
umm... school starts in September. Hopefully it won`t be so hard.

I finished watching Million Dollar Baby tonight. Such a sad movie ( Read more... )

2006 already ( Read more... )

Glad ( Read more... )

I don't see the point of wearing pretty clothes for everyone in school to see. I don't see the point in wearing sandals, heals, short skirts, pretty tops and dresses if mi bebe can't see them ( Read more... )

The sun is out after eight and I was in my mom's house with the annoying son and brother, eating mom's special rice with beans and cooked chicken in pineapple souce until my tongue and belly were numb... things are not like they seem in dreams lately.

I fucking miss him and I'm going nuts here without his touch. Mi beautiful principito and I have ( Read more... )

somewhere I have traveled, gladly beyond

any experience, your eyes have their silence:

in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,

or which I cannot touch because they're too near

your slightest look easily will enclose me

though I have closed myself as fingers,

you open always petal by petal myself as spring opens

(touching ( Read more... )

The next day I went to his University. I'd never seen so many beautiful houses in my life. Only in movies that is. The USC campus is huge. We were late for his English class. Talked about the War and women with yellow hands. People talk different there. Some of them have southern accents, some of them laugh about things I'd never laugh about. Some ( Read more... )